I was google’ng earlier “Letting Go quotes” I crossed this website – http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/letting-go Its interesting how, wise some of these quotes really are. It gives you courage to let go of something you love or even the past. Since I’ve been in love with this person, its quite hard to let go, on something you want, and knowing it would never work “even though you won’t know if you never tried”, but still I walk with that thought in the back of my mind, it won’t work So now, iam on this edge I really need/want to let go, because this whole situation is getting me under, if there’s one thing I don’t want to do is let go, damn being in love hurts I guess with every step there would be a decision you need to make. Maybe iam giving up because its the easiest way to get out of this in love feeling Iam sad for not trying to see where it goes, but damn iam one stubborn woman, oneday I will probably kick myself in the but for this choice Iam giving up, because it feels iam the only one who want this, relationships even in love which is the situation I have, should come from 2 directions, 2 is better than 1, if it don’t comes from the other direction, why even bothering trying? It feels its only coming from my side the “in love”, but again I can’t force someone to be in love with me its manipulative, at this edge iam think okay at the end of this since its going no where iam looking back and saying to myself “I’ve wasted my precious time”, one of the main aspects in my life is, it irritates the shit out of me if someone are wasting my time, the wasting time, is lost time I would never get back and to make it worst I could’ve done something more meaningful in my life I really get mad when I can’t have something I want, then I throw a tantrum, and that’s what I did, I threwed a tantrum, and I regret it, maybe if I didn’t throwed one, it could’ve become maybe a relationship if it could be that successful So maybe I should for once in my life, think of myself and my heart and “Let Go”, but iam scared I would regret it one day, when I see him happy with another girl and knowing it could’ve been me Ps: Someone told me you’ll be truly in love in your lifetime 4 times? Don’t know that’s true maybe a myth who knows…