Some days, I really get this weird emotions. And it leads to making people hurt, or even ending friendships. But afterwards I regret hurting them
With these days, its a type of revenge and mad emotions. My tolerance is quite short. If someone irritate me, I snap, and say things I don’t mean, I regret it especially when I ended the friendship
Sometimes friendships just end of it. It makes me feel bad when I lost something I do care about. But its also hard to keep it in place and eat up all the shit. But why would I want to be someone Iam not, I am myself with mad and short tolerance emotions. Iam not going to live like someone who can’t get mad. Iam just myself, you either accept it or leave it. Maybe its time for a change
I feel bad, of it, its just one of those things you have to live with I guess. I think that’s the main part of struggling to get a partner in life. Its my emotions, even if I try to maintain it, it stills burst out in flames and hurtful words
Even though I got a lot of love to give, its still hard to give it to a person, especially when I have a short temper. When I think damn now this is a keeper (guy) I tend to mess it up, and end it. When the guy would say something or give me attitude, I just snap and there my chances goes
I think with my temper and moods, I need to control it, yes its very hard. But I guess I have to work on it
Even when someone makes me mad, its time to walk on glass, safely and try not to break it.
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